georgiadeath

Ohhh yay!! Not sure for how long now but hopefully long enough XD.

How are we all? hopefully doing well, I hope.

Lotsa love to you all.

Please tell me that this bullshit I hear about a MCR BLACK PARADE SUICIDE CULT is just a load of utter crap?

'cause if THAT is serious stuff.

That is so fucking amazingly pathetic & I am SO GLAD I am out of that fucking group of MCR fans, except for the few exceptions whom I still love.

My Chem are totally anti-suicide & they have been even when GERARD was fucking suicidle.

& if they think they are proving something by commiting suicide, they arent, they are just making it worse for others & the band.

Those fucking buhddist monks had a right to burn themselves in protest back in the 60's during the Vietnam war...

but fucking emos being "discriminated" by the tabloids? FUCK OFF.

Celebrities get more fucking discriminated by the fucking paparazzi & tabloids then any of you pathetic emos.

I am seriously sick & disgusted by what I hear & the fact that you compare this to the Nazi's & the Jews in WWII makes it fucking worse.

'cause you guys were put into fucking gas cgaes full of people & gassed to death, you arent randomly getting killed off 'cause You "dont look the part of what the fucking leader wants you to look like'

Yeah, you get beaten up, & fucking what? thats a serious thing? Yes, violence is....but stop playing the fucking victim 'cause your not the only ones that get beaten up, hell....fucking metro's beat up fucking metro's for pointless reasons, 'cause one group thinks the other group is homosexual. HOMOSEXUALS et beaten up for the pointless reason of liking it up the bum, when I know alot of straight guys who like anal sex with chicks, but 'cause its with chicks, it doesnt make them gay.

Just seriously stop & think about what your doing, think of your families & how devestated they would be about this....dont go on about how they "dont care" 'cause even if they apparently treat you like shit, they will give a fucking shit if you kill yourself.

& besides, we ALL know more than half of you are going to chicken out when "the time comes"

So just stop your bullshit, if you dont want to be "victimised" stop trying to pull stunts like this.

Take pity on me & add my new myspace...

My other one got hacked =O

'cause I have haters in the reality world, luckily not on the internet.

myspace.com/forthefuckingkil

I'm on this more than buzznet nowadays.

but until I get my friends up on myspace, i'll be on this more.

UPDATING SOON I PROMISE.

its been a while, I know.

I think i'm gettivg over this site...

001. I am very easily forgetful.
002. I am hugely perverted, I dont make eye contact with girls usually, I stare at thier boobs =|
003. I can get easily attached to people & once I latch on it crushes me when the friendship ends.
004. I talk about sex ALOT, I have since I started knowing what sex was & how to do it, & its got worse when I actually finally HAD sex, oddly enough.
005. I am not afraid to step outside smelling like B.O with no make-up on & look like a hobo.
006. If I like you, I'll be obnoxious to you.
007. I go through alot of phases
008. I came out of my mother womb as this weird loner kid & I think i'll stay that way. 
009. I'm lazy as fuck
010. I am allergic to Horses, Rye Grass, Seafood & all kinds of nuts you can think of, I have to be VERY careful about what I put in my mouth.

& i'm supposed to tag someone, yes?
fuck it.

& make themselves look like fucking CLOWNS?

with all of the fucking colours in thier hair with the stripes & the huge drag queen esque bright blue/purple/yellow/orange make up & lipstick SPRAWLED ALL OVER THIER FACE with white foundation?

It scares the living crap outta me =|

SERIOUSLY.

To most of you, this may not seem exciting at all.

but to someone whos used a desktop all of her life, this is pretty huge.

+ I feel like I have to be so delicate with the kayboard! its so little & fragile.

Its second hand, so it only costed my dad $250.

& it has blotches on the screen from what i'm guessing a little kid decided to prod vigorously at the LCD screen, 'cause the ink to sorta, shift away from that small area.

& the down key was placed on up.
but, its down now, so obviously someone fixed that.

I feel so special being able to sit in my room on buzznet! so private & wonderful :) haha!

anyway.

Pretty much, I can tell Easter is going to be good! & the rest of the school year.

& I FINALLY like someone, but...not too sure if they are fond of me.
& I'm pretty sure they are in a relationship, so dammit >.<

Anyway, I havnt taken a photo of myself in so long.  So i'm gonna take a few snaps & do some proper updating soon!

& some of those countdowns might be a good idea.

I might do another music one, since my music taste has all of a sudden ALMOST completly changed.

haha.

I cant stop listening to Eagles Of Death Metal.
They are just so FUCKING GOOD it makes me slightly teary.

They are all I need XD.

& plus its incredibly hot

 & my obsession with My Chemical Romance is O.V.E.R
I dont listen to them at all now & when I DO listen to them...I just feel. Eh.
Rather then OH MY GOD YOU GUYZ ARE AMAZINGGGGGG.

Oh well...people change as they get older I guess.

AND ALSO.

For someone who just lost 2 of her best friends, I feel slightly refreshed & how do you say it...Over it :)

*flaps hands high in the air*

MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!

Anything I need to catch up on since i've been gone?

any Buzznet goss?

My internet usage is up.

So, its hard for me to get on buzznet 'cause it LITERALLY takes 15 minutes to fully load, 'cause my computer is so shit.

So, I gave up trying to log on.

I am currently online at my school 'cause it doesnt take that long to load, but its still slow T_T

I am posting this journal to let everyone know that I will hardly be on for the next week & a half, until my internet usage re-starts itself, but I will see if I can go on whenever I can at school.

:)

So, no updating for a while, okay?

Are so not fucking worth it.

It was fun!

I saw Priscilla.

It was fucking awsome.

my god, the make-up, the music...the EVERYTHING.

I LOVE LOVE LOVE musicals.

Its all because of my gay uncle, hahaha. Growing up with him is the REASON why I like comic books & sci-fi & musicals.

& I'd be a completly different person if it wasnt 'cause of him.

ANYWAY.

Priscilla was awsome, fucking fantastic.

Its heading its way to London & New York.

So, if you live in either country those cities are in...then GO CHECK IT OUT....when it comes there...that is. hahaha.

&& to top my awsome day off....

My friend, who went to Soundwave.

MET LYN-Z & JIMMY. Yes, yes...Oh my fucking god, I was so happy for her but so insanely jelous at the same time.

& she got me thier autographs :) So I was super happy.

hehehehehee.

So yea..

that was my saturday.

Oh hip hip horray!

been looking forward to this for so long :)

& I FINALLY get to see it *curls up into a ball*

I love Drag Queens :)

I'm listening to Sveedish techno phemonina BASSHUNTER.

-_- dont ask me why, either.

I feel like I should be wearing fluro & taking ectasy.

I think my little raver brother has gotten to me, DAMN.

Is WHY in the "People I should meet list" I have TheVeronicas official & PeteWentzismy1andonly2.

IS there ANYTHING on my profile or anything about me that TELLS you i'm a Veronicas fan & that I LIKE Pete Wentz?

I dont think so.

god dammit Buzznet!

ALSO.

Like everyone else, those ADS about Audrey Kitching & Hannah Beth & Jeffree Star & Matthew Lush are REALLY pissing me off & they need to be removed :)

& I am dying.

my friend is going & cant stop BRAGGING about the fact how shes so exxxcited & she is sooo excited to see Mindless Self Indulgence & other bands.

I only wanted to go to see MSI.

*sigh*

I cant, though.

I have NO money, my parents wont lend me any so, I just get to sit at home & wallow in my sorrows while I picture my friend in ther MSI mosh not even knowing hardly ANY of the lyrics. Rocking out.

then going to the signing tent, meeting them & completly forgetting about my favor to get something signed for me.

I'm SUPER DEPRESSED & I need a good cheering up?

:(

I said to the very "so called nice" Jefrree Star that he shouldnt stick to something he knows & that is make-up artistry, 'cause he really cannot make good music.

So, TECHNICALLY I gave him a compliment, but an insult! Hey, it was true, right?

but, I did say...that he should stop trying to make the scene look cool, 'cause its fucking pathetic.

& I get THIS little comment back.

Awww, I love you too.

even though I started it, thats still a wee bit harsh.

When you do something incredibly fucking stupid, do you regret what you did & beat yourself up over it?

or do you beat yourself up for a little bit then get over it, move on & learn from your stupidity?

Or does it depend on the circumstance?

I'm really tied.

I'm usually the type of person to get over it & move on & learn from it.

but, this time i'm ultimately confused.

I think I should just get over it & move on & LEARN from my huge mistake.

Help me out, though.

without me having to explain the situation, though.

Tagged by ikkyg.

The challenge:  List 12 songs that cheer you up and why.

The rules:  Tag 10 people...then those people should tag 10 more after that.

1. The Whole Alive Album - Daft Punk.
LIVE Daft Punk + amazing, I really wish I got to see them live, they make me HAPPYYYYY.

2. My People - The Presets.
The whole "I'm hear with all of ma people wahh ahh ahhh" makes me wanna DANCE! infact, most of thier songs do, WOO.

3. My New World - The Epoxies.
Shannon the Revolution aka skintight reccomended it for her hallowe'en mixtape a fair whole back & when I heard it, I literally got up off my chair & started dancing.
Its one of my favorite songs ever!

4. The Young Crazed Peeling - The Distillers.
In fact ANY Distillers song makes me fucking happy, they are pretty fucking amazing & I cant get enough of them, I dont need to listen to them all that much to really love them, 'cause everytime I do listen to them, its epic :)

5. Girl Anacronism - The Dresden Dolls.
I DONT know how to spell it properly, BUT its still a fucking amazing song & Amanda Palmer is a musical genious, so so unique & crazy! I just love her.

6. Zero - The Smashing Pumpkins.
Does it give anyone else the feeling like they are a rebellious teenager living on the streets 'cause thier parents are too busy at home taking drugs to really give a shit about what your doing?
'cause thats how it makes me feel & + The Smashing Pumpkins are pure amazing, seriously.

7. Jesus Of Suburbia - Green Day.
I'm actually not really into Green Day (especially not American Idiot) but when I heard this song, my eyes were glued to the telly, what an AMAZING video clip & this song will go down in this history books as one of the most legendary songs of all time, it's a great, fucking fantastic song.

8. Mindless Self Indulgence - 1989.
Of maybe, ALL of thier music makes me happy!? Fuck, I love this band.

9. Dead! - My Chemical Romance.
When I first heard it & that intro came on I was like *slight head bang* & then Gerard screams YEAAAAAAHHHH!!! I actually got up & started to play air guitar.
I love it, its great to dance to & sing too! & it makes me go mental :)

10. Peice Of Me - Britney Spears.
Shes a great talented musisian, that has a few issues, but her music is great, YES I like Britney Spears, but I really dont care what you say, shes amazing & her beats are so catchy, her music makes me happy.

11. Lover, You Should Of Come Over - Jeff Buckley.
Depressing as fuck, but it soothes me & helps me think & I usually feel a hell of alot better after listening to it if i'm upset or whatever, 'cause of the fact it makes me ball my eyes out.

12. This Charming Man - The Smiths.
Its upbeat & cool! & it actually makes me bop! :) + The Smiths are one of those bands where I I just cant get enough of them.

I literally....have NOONE to tag.
except for Caliw?
& skintight.

& thats it, so I cant tag 10!